Free falling in fear-No husband that cares-
Alone to fight the past.
His deep angers scare – But he’s not there-
My groom rejects me.
Pulverized by the pain – no color remains.
Life is black.
Breaking bleeding gasping – Night is lasting.
Lying abandoned on the battlefield.
There are no tears – trauma repeats for years.
I have constructed a wall.
Safe in isolation – it becomes my vacation.
He can not hurt me so much.
Chemicals dumped in brain – terror reigns.
His sin obliterate a family
Truly the worst part- He has walked a way with my heart
Everyone “has a limit.”
His words are roaring – life’s has lost its’ mooring.
Jesus’ gentle words are calling
Let go, my heart – This is only a part.
You are caught in your free falling.